Ok…I’m doing something…and I picked a meme. 42% of people won’t read this, approximately. Everybody is a stimulus-rsponse machine. Until they choose not to be. In this essay about how the reality of worchestershire spelled from memory is the same as…fuck I got an extra “h” in there…
But like, fuck, dude. I’m not drunk. I had two beers, as God GOADED me to do. I’m not good enough for a last temptation, cuz I have logos in regards to understanding the benefits to espirichemicalanilia, as it relates to the basic human condition.
What you say is not what’s heard. You speak through the Father. It’s Server, Client, Holy Internet. The Server is the Ālaya-vijñāna, the Buddhists call it. The storehouse consciousness. And all you and all else is defined by entanglements that will be reconciled.
So what you say doesn’t matter. It’s what you intend to say, and your skillfulness in saying it. The unskillful throughout history have died. The bad intentioned throughout history have died. Strange. It’s like morality is a skill.
Bro, I am. Your prejudiced because I can’t be anything by in psychosis in your eyes. I’m a skilled righter; I write and perform for my educational art project where I teach philosophy, spirituality, and mental health skills. You encountered a stranger. You said to yourself “this person is X.” Now, no matter what I say, I must be your perception of X. That’s prejudice. I’m weird, yes. But you dismiss me because I’m black, essentially, in spirit.
okay, that’s good! i’m not dismissing you at all, it isn’t anything to do with you personally, it’s just that your writing was too confusing for me to deal with. i could exert a bunch of energy to try and figure out what you’re talking about between your typing quirks, biblical references and analogies to things i don’t even know what they are, I could ask you about them, and if I knew you better i probably would, but i don’t know you, i give you the same amount of energy and attention i’d give any random internet commenter. in fact i have given you disproportionately way more of my time and energy than i have pretty much anyone else in the last month
i’m weird too, and i love weird people, but i dont know if you’re a nazi or if you’re a good guy or whatever, you’re acting like i owe you the time of day and i do not. i just clocked that you write the way i think when i’m stressed and i wanted to encourage you to take your meds because i know that helps. there’s nothing deeper there.
much love & solidarity forever.
I get the comment “take your meds” 50k+ times a month. It is triggering, being dismissed so readily. I give a lot of energy to many people all the time, so I don’t know what “normal” is.